Can you help me with my depression?

The best thing I can say for you is to become more ertive with your life. Grab life by the horns and don't let go. Go out more, study something new, do something different with your life and start living it the way everyone wants to live it. Have fun with your life. Happiness isn't found through money it's found through love. Remember that. Keep your eyes open and searching for something to spark your interests. Even a new relationship with a friend of even someone else. If you haven't gone to college or anything you may want to invest in some time on courses you've wanted to pursue since childhood like culinary arts for example. Just keep your chin up tiger.